Hi Flying
I'm sorry you're so low but it's the time of the year for it - everything seems to come at once, yeah?
Does your school have any kind of support services? any counsellors? or anyone there who deals specifically with bullying?
I think it might be a great idea to reach out and unburden yourself a little?
as for the workload - yeah it's tough - have you mapped out the next few weeks yet? I always found it useful to set myself reasonable workload targets per day/week?
I hope the week gets a little better
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