time, things come in time............I have hurt so many people by being a people pleaser and not really coming out and saying what is on my mind.............whether it be no, or stating my opinion, or being to tired...........I have also played a huge role in loosing alot of friendships...............I wasnt honest..............with them...............I was doing things for them for my own selfish reasons...........I was expecting something in return............their friendship................I need to start doing things from my heart.........because I want to, and it is also okay to say no and take care of me............
That friendship will come one day................but first and foremost, I need to be true to myself, so I can be true to others...........I need to love myself, so I can love others............I need to let go of resentments...............
No what guys, I think i am finally ready for the balloons........................