I'm not pushing any method - I just think if you're finding it hard to stay sober more support could help
All the major recovery groups - AA SMART LifeRing - have an online presence and online meetings.
Rational Recovery/AVRT of course has no meetings at all.
If you think seeing your Dr to discuss your options will help, I'd definitely encourage you to do that too
In the end, tho, the key wasn't will power for me... but acceptance.
I had to accept my relationship with alcohol was, is, and always will be dysfunctional and toxic.
Once you accept that it places that decision to drink in a very different light, I think.
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