Sorry for all the posting. I just need someone to talk to. I can't do this alone. My addiction to alcohol is too intense to be taken lightly. I'm going to try not to dwell but I'm also not going to let myself off that easy. What should I do differently? I realize there is no magic formula but what I'm doing now has gotten me sober at home which is a start. How am I going to eliminate the binges on the road, with co-workers? That's the question I need to address.