Originally Posted by
Bilr44 
SM, It is good to hear from you and that you are back here posting. I knew that this past weekend would be a daunting task for you, as you stated prior to going. Are these annual meetings or will you need to go again in the near future? You do probably need to make some changes but it looks like you are able to maintain sobriety when you are home. Peer pressure is very strong when you are early on in sobriety.
At home it's no problem now. When I'm on the road I always cave and relapse. I hate it. I gotta figure this out before it ruins my life. I almost grabbed a beer at the airport today after we landed. Glad I didn't but I'm an idiot for even thinking it. I guess this means I'm on day 1 again, crap. I had 50 days and before that 75. When am I going to learn to stop is madness????