Sober Marathon, you are a Tober. Luckily, the biggest trigger times for you (meetings and such) don't seem like they are a very regular occurrence in your life. You should check in with us the next time you go to one of those meetings. We'll talk you out of drinking. Whenever I am having really tempting cravings, I usually "tell on myself" here before it happens. This have been very effective for me. SR brings me back to reality.