168 days sober, purchased 4 pints (cans) today. Sitting in the fridge, have not drank them. Was doing really well for the last month, even said to myself that I felt better than I have in decades, then wife pulled some inappropriate behaviour I found out about last week (I have had to deal with her infidelity in the past and come to find out she has had an inappropriate relationship with yet another coworker now). She is incapable of setting limits with men. I know the alcohol will make it worse for me in the long run, but I can't shake this weeks overwhelming depression. Felt like the rug was pulled out from under me. Just want to feel better and thought I would, but the anxiety is getting worse.
