Thank you all for your support! I think it is going to hurt a bit for the next while. He isn't taking my request for no contact seriously but I am staying strong and not replying. I need to get out of this situation as quickly as possible. I know that if I stay there is just a world of pain waiting for me at the end. I need to focus on staying sober, being healthy, and taking care of my own life. I can't afford to get sucked into the drama that he has created for himself. It is up to him to deal with the consequences of his actions. I care about him, but I can't save him, and his behaviour is hurtful.