Sober Break-up
I just ended a toxic relationship. It kind of hurts, but it was hurting so much being a part of it that I couldn't stand it any longer. I hope that I can be strong by letting him go and never contacting him again. My emotions are all over the place right now. I really care about him. But I deserve so much more. Being sober has opened me up to my feelings and my choices, they aren't always easy, but for right now, I am feeling a bit relieved that I don't have to deal with all the drama that he was bringing into my life. His presence was a trigger for unhealthy coping behaviours in me.
It seems like I am undergoing a lot of social and emotional growth this week.