It really makes me feel better knowing that Im not the only one feeling so down....
thanks for all your shares, they mean so much now.
Sometimes I think it would be easier if he was still drinking...the fact that he is sober 3 years and 9 months is hard to take. Hes sober and happy, what I always wanted. But he got sober and then decided he didn't want our family. That's hard to take. someone else gets to share his sober life. I was only good enough when he was a drunk.
Don't get me wrong...Im glad he is sober I suppose but I also resent it....how crazy thinking is that??!!