They don't come as often...they don't last as long..but still, over 2 years and I still have those nights I just want to crawl in bed and cry...
The whole, how did I get here thing, missing the man I use to know and love, feeling like there has been a death with no funeral. Im working on me, and giving it time but time doesn't seem to be working. Really??!! TWO YEARS LATER?? and Im still missing and crying over this person who thought so little of me and my boys? How pathetic must I be?
I miss being a family, a wife, having a partner. Having that person who cares if you made it home from work or if you had a bad day, or if your sick etc.....
I just miss being cared about. But really, did he ever care??????
