Checking on you
you know I've been in your corner pretty much since go. I also know tough love sets you in retreat mode. I don't think there is a single person here who wishes you nothing but a healthy happy life. Leaving SR doesn't hurt anyone but you.
I know you deal with real pain issues and money isn't your friend at the moment, but IMHonestO, neither is an excuse to give up being sober, happy, fulfilled.
Check back in we really do want to help you! I spent a great deal of my life saying, " woah is me" it wasn't until I awoke from drinking did I realize I had created all my own obstacles.
You know I'm always around if you need my ears