Originally Posted by
padawanxox 
Alcohol is what I abuse most, but I've been taking multiple things the last 2-3 weekends.
THank you all for your words, my spirit feels better. I'm going to just wait it out... And just try and keep reading this over and over before my meeting starts.
Thank you Chai, I will take your advice and pass on speaking tonight. I just need to hear that this is gonna stop.
Oh, it definitely will stop! Especially being timid to go to meetings- I was fearful at first but now I have a few I go to that I walk in with no problem. New ones still make me a little anxious though. Also, my favorite AA meetings are the speaker meetings. If you go onto the main AA website and search meetings, they will tell you if there is a speaker or not- typically the speaker meetings you don't have to talk, just listen
