Go to Meeting #2? Feel like giving up
What a con I am - I'm trying to convince myself after a whole second day without drinking that I don't need to go to NA tonight...
I'm scared to go to an open meeting.
Last night, I could hardly contain myself, I just burst into tears. When I was asked to speak, all I could get out through cries is.. "My family doesn't want me anymore"... And well, they still don't.
I woke up with hope and now, I have such a bad headache, and I'm so tempted to just have one drink...
Help... Anyone... I need to get out of this spot. Please.