at least your brain does things!!! i'm neither crazy smart OR crazy creative..i'm a muddler. smart enough to get by, creative enough to not be brain dead. it's ok to be sensitive. but it does open us up to hurt. no risk, no reward. stocks or bonds. thing is, you know now, you can survive ANYTHING, you have brains, knowledge AND experience. you graduated boot camp.
so, shut up and play your guitar!