Originally Posted by
RJY9 
Hey Headlump,
Thanks mate, its looking pretty rubbish this end of the country too so I think its gonna be a weekend of films, Cups of Tea, Ice Cream, Sweets and then a lot of Exercise on Sunday to burn it all off lol. I do feel pretty sunny actually
its a great feeling knowing that you don't have a choice anymore. I am only 4 days into this but I really don't want the drink anymore as I just think about the other night and it makes me feel sick.
I guess we will never know the real reason that those chemicals and alcohol makes a person do such insane things but with such clarity at the time, ie.. just completely ok and rational to do them. People say that alcohol brings out the real you. If that's the case then the real me must want to lay in a field in the pooring rain all night and become homeless. I think not. Such a crazy drug.