It's great to read your post, RJ. So glad that you're right back on it and already at Day 4!
I hope you have a wonderful, sober weekend (I won't say 'dry' because it's already teeming here, and we've got yellow rain warnings until Sunday!)
Having survived the trauma of this last week, though, and reached what sounds like a haven of acceptance, I bet your own personal sun will be shining brightly
Enjoy!