Feeling very positive.
I am on day 4 today and its Friday and I didn't even give the shop a second glance on my way home today. Having Tea and Biscuits listening to some great music and really looking forward to the first weekend of many being totally relaxed and sober.
For those of you that read my previous post then you will understand when I say that, I think that shocked me so much that something has honestly changed inside me and I don't feel the urge to drink like I usually do at this stage (especially on a Friday) I am under no illusion that the cravings will at some point appear but I have a lot planned in the way of keeping busy this weekend and I'm going to keep strong and even if I go through hell i'm going to keep going as this is the final straw and my life will be amazing if I stay away from anything that alters my mind. If I relapse then I will have nothing except drink. My family is the most important thing to me so now is the time.
I can do this. I will do this.
peace.