My dear, I am so sorry you are going through this. No one deserves that verbal abuse. I dont know where you live but don't turn your head away from a shelter w/out checking it out first. Here there is a really really nice one that sets you up and help you find a job, transports you to said job and is truly a great setup. Talk to churches, talk to everyone you can because you deserve to get out! And remember, half of what you guys currently have belongs to YOU.