101 days, still early days. I had the same intense cravings going to some events around this period, but you have to really dig in and grind it out . The event itself IMHO is always a cruise and very enjoyable when you get there without alcohol.
Think your deluding yourself about going back to moderating , it's trap to get you back into alcoHELL prison. Stay out, things get better and better.
Obsession/ slavery/ hangovers await if you go back.