Thread: 101 days - unsure of a sober future
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Old 11-07-2013, 12:24 AM
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Originally Posted by Doug39 View Post
Well I am at 101 days sober - and the last few days have been rough.

I was doing so good the first 3 months; but the cravings have been hot and heavy this week.

I feel like "OK I did the sober thing, I feel better physically and mentally, maybe I can have some fun and drink in moderation". And when I say moderation I mean a few drinks once a week if I am out somewhere or something.

I have this wedding coming up Saturday - I have been dreading it for months and think that worrying about getting through the night sober is bringing on the cravings.

Well I am determined to stay the course - I will stay sober at the wedding - and hopefully these current feelings will go away after the wedding.

Next its the holidays, and I have 9 straight days off work at Christmas.......
I'm 59 days sober and feel the exact same way. I feel like a could be a normal once a week drinker, but I'm not sure if I ever could be. My thought pattern is the same though.
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