I understand that feeling, Kialua. A couple of years ago I wouldn't have understood the point of doing this, and would have likely gotten angry if someone had asked me to. My life was hell growing up, that's all there is to it. This is going to be a long, slow process. I just browsed through some of the sections of the book and started getting totally overwhelmed. Then I reminded myself that I'm not doing this all at once, there's no deadline, no pressure. But gosh this is hard.