Wow, I went to bed early last night. Seemed the safest thing to do, and so much has happened.
Plenny, I am so glad you are back posting with us, and I was worried for you too, and sad for us. Nurture yourself for a few days and you should feel better.
Lommey, I am so sorry for your pain, and that your husband has not been home. Has he come around at all yet? Do you have children? ((((lommey))))
And Tallia, sorry that you are also going through having doubts.
I hope you both can weather this without drinking. I know it would be very hard, were I in your situation. But you will function better through anything sober. You know that, right?
Nothing much here. I was feeling whiney and srry for myself yesterday about not being able to be a mature, normal drinker and so, just read a few pages of my RR book and went to bed.
I have it on the bookshelf in the family room this morning and will read more today.