Lurking for a week
Sober week 1 had to get a handle felt like I was eighty and just waiting to die. Sat in front of tv tell I passed out my kids got used to me passing out
felt like never doing anything but drinking to oblivion. kids don't know how to act since this my first weekend sober there whole lives (sad I know) cravings
harder now then 1st half of sober but you guys really helped me, Read every day since day one could not have done it without SR so god bless you and I'm sure if my kids knew what you did for me they would hug you all I know
I can't just have one beer without 23 of his friends!