Originally Posted by
KKE 
I just feel like I'm always the one waiting, always the one who gets let down and who's life has suffered because of his drinking and drug
I know this feeling all to well. I am living your life. I've been wanting my ABF to propose for a while. He was sober for ten months so I figured he was ready for marriage. Little did I know he was drinking again. He got another dwi last month and is back in rehab again. I think I now know that if I want the life I dream of (and deserve) I'll be waiting forever for him. My mind says there is someone who can give me the life I want but it's hard to leave- even when you know it needs to happen.