Hello, and welcome. You've found a great place.
In my opinion, what's going to happen next is you're going to feel better and better.
I drank heavily for thirty years. Suffered anxiety, fear and finally a horrible withdrawal. That still didn't stop me. Felt better went back to drinking.
Please don't make my mistake.
I may be able to tell you, on the other hand, that if you go back to drinking things will get progressively worse. The amount consumed, the frequency and the hangovers. Alcoholism is progressive, and if you keep drinking this is what lays ahead for us.
But you're off to a great start with five days. Good job! Just think of that first drink and where it will lead you.
I hope you find support here, and post as often as you like.
Best to you.