Originally Posted by
BrokenInPieces 
Thank you all for taking the time to respond to my post. I am so incredibly sad - and know I will be for some time. I think of our plans for this weekend, that I am no longer welcome to. Our plans for the holidays, that will never happen. The tickets I bought just a week ago to a show we wanted to see, that now we won't. And I think of how much it hurts that the one person who could take away my pain is the one causing it.
I'm not enough, and never will be.
This is my life too! All the dreams that he has taken away from me... I feel like you are writing my story! My ABF is in rehab and will be for the next few weeks. It hurts like hell knowing that i need to move on in my life without him. i know thats the best decision i can make for myself. i am seeing that every day I feel just a little more human. Someday I know I'll be grateful that this happened to me because I know there is a guy out there who is better for me. You will too.