Hi Broken, I feel for you, really. dont ever say your not enough, cause one day your going to be much much more than enough to someone who is truly going to give you what you deserve. I had the same thought you did with my ex, so much love and affection, it felt so right.... now the further I am away from her, the more i lean to the fact it was so wrong. I know its hard now, but you deserve better and I believe you will get better.