Need help getting off this ride
Hi. This is all new to me and i'm looking for ecouragement and support to get off this alcoholic ride.
I'm a tiny girl, attractive and look strangely way younger than i am. I don't look like an alcohic, and i'm always shocked how much lil ol me can drink!
I've been single for 5 yrs and would love to fine love. But, how to do that when you hate your self.
Spend another day of (3rd this wk on being a "sick day at work"). I feel embarassed about my binge last night. And realize abstinence it the only way for me.
I get to day 3 of no drinking then i feel great and do it again.
How do i stop?!
theres always invites to drink. How can i do this on my own?
I'm a binger 2-3 nights a wk, wanting just one and ending up blacked out and not functional and depressed the next. Day. argh!!!!
Looking forward to meeting you all and getting through this.
Thankyou for listening