ooh honey, dont be afraid of singlehood mom...i am one, i am a widow of 11 years, coming up 12 in March...
my son is 12 and daughter is 11...you do the math...
i was lost for the 1st few years of my husbands death...but i had these beauties to think about...and life went on without him, and i did it as NORMAL without him as i can...
Jon was 10 months old and i was pregnant with my daughter....yes, i am single...but i am here, living my journay as best as i can...
give yourself some time and be patient with yourself...
do you have support? time to let the secrets out what is happening in your marriage...
a 12 step program will help...try it...
remember: you are WORTHY and VALUED....
~hugs