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I had to reach that same conclusion. Every time I drank there was a possibility I'd put myself & others in danger. My behavior was unpredictable, so it really wasn't fun or relaxing anymore. The carefree good times I used to have were gone - and they weren't coming back. You've made a great decision - be proud of yourself for owning this problem and doing something to stop a tragedy. (I'm so glad you got home safely.)