Everyone has a different journey.
Maybe you haven't hit bottom yet, or, maybe you haven't faced the reality of what your life is becoming? Pissing away your family's money as you put it is pretty serious....perhaps because you are still drinking you can't see it yet.
Not sure, but it's easy to be tricked into thinking drinking is not so bad when you are still drinking....you are feeding the beast.
It wasn't until I was at least a month sober that all the horror of what I'd done in the name of feeding my need for alcohol had really done to my life. I am still uncovering it. It's not possible to assess the damage whilst still drinking though, mate.
I hope you find a way.