Hi Prilly, Ouch is right! Addiction attacks the loves ones heart, mind and soul. You once were your fellas soul mate and was replaced with drugs, however, with work like Praychaw said it is gonna take a long time, but you can win him back, you can be soul mates again. Don't be alone, I did that at first and just about went crazy. Heroin is such a mean drug, it cares only about itself and if you get in it's way you're gonna get hurt. Happiness, marriage and children can happen, for both of you, it's just gonna take time and a lotta work. You're motivated, stay strong, take care of yourself! Keep posting and reading. Education will be your friend. And of course we are always here! TF