Iamthird,
I am so, so, grateful to hear that your a cancer-free. You have been through so much and been impressively strong. Honestly, my heart broke for you when I would read how difficult things have been.
If you can get through that....you can get through filing for divorce. There is no decision that has to made today. Take the time you need and yes, do be gentle with yourself. Lean on us when you need to.
My day has been so brightened with this news of your recovery. I have thought of you so often and prayed for this for you.
Hugs,
MamaKit