Thank you decbaby, your support means everything to me as does the others! Thank you so much. I must admit I feel beat by the beast! I might just do that. Taper off. As soon as I speak to my doctor I'll know a little more what I should do. You are right I'm feeling pressured by this move and trying to buy the house. I just realized that I will have to put this as well as my addiction onto my Higher power! I just can't deal with it anymore!
Thanks for being here for me!