Being new (again) myself, I have to agree with the others...May is a long time away...If you work your program you will be able to build a strong foundation before then, and have lots of support. Find out where there are meetings in Cancun. I remember going to Mexico, before when I was sober, and finding a meeting a couple of hotels down from where we were staying. It was SOOOOO cool being on vacation and attending a meeting! It was very small (maybe 4 people), but it was great! Just relax for now and take care of yourself.