you are worrying 6 months into the future......use this time to build a good strong foundation....then if you must suppose, think positive...like OMG! i will look so much better, cos i'm not puffy bloated vodka-faced, my eyes will be clear, no headaches, i might start exercising, i might be 2 sizes smaller.....and everyone will want to know my secret for looking so fantastic...
( go ahead and enjoy those thoughts...you do not want to drink, you really don't).....because starting this again will be harder than it is now....better to be on day 2....