Last time i gave up for a yr was due to my husband said he had enough and was going to divorce me. This time i have allways got an excuse but bordering on things are going the same way. Other thing is my daughter, she needs me to be off drink so least i can have a relasionship as a teen and im not drunk. Other reason is yeah health, but thats another story.
You writing here is the start, means your thinking about why ur drinking, so it means something? with ur parents saying things or other reasons why they saying u need to drink is that it is up to u to find the meaning.
Do u want to shorten ur life due to drinnking and before then becomes life is a mess. you need to find ur own deep hole and dig on and then when ur scared enough, find the way out of that hole u made.
It can be done xxx