I haven't been working of the last two months, one was because I was on a bender the other one was detox and recovery, so they are pissed that I am being a bum. Even thou my counselor thinks its a good idea to just focus on recovery for the first few months if I have that option. I thought I did so I didn't really care about money or work I just worked on not drinking that day. I was told by my father that it was my fault that I had no money because I didn't work and I have to figure something out.