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So I'm happy to be sober and proud that it's been almost 90 days. The past week or two weeks though that alcoholic voice has been coming back strong. I'm starting to forget how fear inducing alcohol is and I'm afraid I'll give in. I'm trying to remember truly what it was like but I am starting to see it more as a few bad days but mostly normal drinking (I know this isn't true, but my perception is being skewed now.) I just want to know if its normal to have times when its super hard to stay sober and then times where its relatively easy? Will this time of temptation end soon? I know no one can answer for me but I guess I'm just looking for some encouragement now not to drink.