That's exactly how I feel. I want to be supportive because finally, after sticking it out so many years, improvements have been made, he treats me different, you can tell his attitude towards me has changed by leaps and bounds (though not perfect) from where it was before. But yes the joy has been sucked out of me. I have poured myself into the relationship and him and I just have nothing left. I suppose a part of me sits and waits for him to relapse as a way to "get out". Not that I want him too, and he is doing better than he has in two years, but like if it happens, that's my out without seeming like I am leaving when "things are finally good." I'm just exhausted today, in so many ways. Thanks for listening
