Grateful for both Lyoness's and Rusty's posts tonight.
Grateful my stepdaughter just helped me gain a huge insight within minutes. She is amazing.
Grateful to remember (with help from my stepdaughter and from Rusty) that I'm not always in control, and to realize this weekend I am being forced to relive that, and it's better I acknowledge it and surrender to it. So here goes. Taking a big breath first.
Grateful I'm not always in control.