I love your attitude diffingo. I'm thankful you didn't end up with a stroke or seizure.
I was the same way - a 'hair of the dog' the next morning at the end of my drinking career. It seemed the perfect answer to avoid the shakes and nausea - and we were being led further & further into hell. I'm so happy you found your way back and are working on your new life. Glad to have you here.
