Originally Posted by
FreeTheLOVE 
I understand your point. But the problem is I want him. I just want him sober, completely sober. If he were sober he could give me the life I want. Let's pretend he didn't have a drinking problem... If that were the case he would be everything that I want for the future.
That's what kills me.
If he were sober he could GIVE YOU the life you want?
No.
Nobody gives you a life.
That's something you go MAKE for yourself.
That's something you GIVE yourself.
Others can't do that for you. You hold the reins here, you are writing the story of your life, nobody else...just you.
Let's pretend there are no wars.
Let's pretend there is no starvation.
Let's pretend everyone is fair.
Let's pretend everyone is loving.
Let's pretend...