I have to go home, pack up the house and go to an important Doctors appointment. He knows I won't live with him in active addiction, so I will assume he has been making plans. He has already moved his office out the house so he has that covered.
Ironically, I think he dreads me coming back as much as I dread going back. He thinks he is calling the shots. He is very wrong.
My stomach is in knots and I feel very anxious. Thankfully, a good friend offered to fly in for a few days once he is gone. I am very grateful to her for her offer.