I read the stickie thread ' My name is Jon and This is What Addicts Do' today in the friends and families thread and felt so struck by the message that I have printed it out and put it in my bag. I am grieving still but this really hit home to me and hope you can read it too? For me I am no longer hanging on to something that I cant cure? I have to, even though its incredibly painful, let go of him and our dreams. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my entire life....let go of my life long love because I can't bear the pain any longer. I am grieving very much but am hoping me and the children will find ourselves somewhere better very soon...I am still on the rollercoaster thought I had got off it then back on it again and so it goes on....starting to look forward instead of back..starting to make new dreams on our own and happier dreams at that
