iam living without him and im doing the best that I can for my daughter and I. I totally agree jjj he is the good the bad and the ugly a;; wrapped in one and I do want things to be good...I know it wont be perfect just minus the drugs ya know. I know it is not easy for him bc hes been doing it like 20 yrs. I just remember before we had our daughter he was perfect working made the babys rm nice painted and we were soo happy
I want to get back to that....everything was great. onenight I will have to support my daughter no choice if he goes away. it will be hard no question. I have this feeling that this is the inevitable maybe he needs to go to jail to really hit his bottom. he will be gone a few yrs at least and its going to kill me not only him. this is what happens he get in trouble n gets scared then a few wks into rehab or jail he gets comfortable and does stupid ****....bc he thinks he can get over on it