Originally Posted by
katie1121 
I don't want to say goodbye. I love him too much and I don't want to live without him. he is my other half....in all these forums I see everyone leaves....
I have NOT left my husband Katie. He is on his first attempt right now, and Im doing my best to support him. But we cant let our lives fall apart. My question is do you have a way to take care of yourself IF he does violate his probation and is sent to jail? Addiction is a disease, and his being in and out of rehabs shows that he is being hit with it hard. The choices he makes they are not about you when he is actively using, until he gets away from the drugs long enough, gets the help he needs, and comes out ready to follow doctors orders then he is in trouble.
Any medicine should be prescribed by his doctor. Does he have a doctor in the rehab he is in? Have they prescribed him any medications? He should talk to the doctor if he feels he needs them. I think you did the right thing by not delivering them to him.