Nearly a year has passed since I posted "It's Coming." My son is still alive.. He has another child now and that makes four. He has been in ICU 4 times this year for overdoses. He has been in rehab #9 or 10. I've lost count. He's spent several months in jail. He lost his license for 5 years. He's totaled two cars. He and his family have been homeless. He has severed contact with his mom (me), dad and siblings. He is exhibiting bizarre behaviors and telling even more bizarre stories. I'm now on antidepressants, having nightmares and still pretending I'm Ok. Tis just sucks.