Whew--that's a lot of stress--why do we do these things--I don't think that anyone
who comes to this sight hasn't done something equally as crazy. It's so hard to get past the crazy and I for one don't understand all of the emotions. I know I feel sad
for my AH and at the same time I'd like to kick his a--. For me some times it comes down to the fact that he promised me a marriage and he took it away. I don't think
of it like for better for worse etc.--I think of it more like--he promised to be my friend and my companion and lover and future and he threw all of that away because of
alcohol. I'm happier now on my own but sometimes I can't help but think of all those
things that he just trashed and I just come undone. So I guess I'm saying you are not
alone. Smiles--Dee